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I Miss You Sha'ari Bin Abdul Ghani :/

Birthday aku dah nak dekat :'[ Seriously sedih nak mampus . Yea sepatutnye aku happy sebab birthday nak dekat , but salahh sorang takde tak sempurne lhaa hidup aku :/ Yes that you abah , Sha'ari Bin Abdul Ghani :'/

Kenape ? tiap kali hari special seperti hari raya mesti abah takde kann ? Kalau abah ade mesti besh . Nana taknak laa abah anggap nana dah tak engat abah . Every second i will remember you . Hati nana tak mati untok abah . Hati nana ade selalu dgn abah , Jgn risau . Abah meninggal 2004 , Time tuh nana 5 tahun . Now nana dah 15tahun abah . Dah 10 tahun abah tinggalkan nana .

Did you want know something abah ? Nana tak pernah dapat abah mcm neh . I love you like i lve my batman . Birthday nana dah nak dekat . Kenape abah takde ? kenape abah ?

16 March birthday nana , after two months you birthday . 25 may :'[ I always remember our memories . Abah engat tak time balik sekolah tadikan je mesti nana tido bawah ketiak abah ? Abah engat takk ? :'[
Nak nak time birthday nana duluu , Abah belikan kek . sedap sangat abahh . Then abah nyanyikan lagi Birthday dekat nanaaa . I wish you were here for buy for me cake again , But ? ....

I want you abah :'/ Abah nak tau tak , mase tuh nana terjumpa album abah dgn mak . Then dalam tuh ade pic nana dgn abah time nana kecik kecik . Rindu time tuh abah . Teringin nak bergambar mcm tuh lagi . Butt ? Hmm :'/ Abah kenape nana ditakdirkann hidup dgn keluarge tak lengkap ? Kenape sume orang dapat merase kasih sayangg ayah dyorg , tapi kenape nana tak ? KENAPEE ? :'//

10 years i never see you anymore . Betape rindunyaa nana dekat abah , Betapee sayangnyaa nana dekat abahh :'/ Hanye tuhan ye tahuu mcm mane perasaan nana time kehilangan abah . Kalau laa mase boleh kembali balikk , Nana tak sia sia kann mase tuh abahh ! Never !

Hmm , sejak abah takde kann . Mak susah payah kerje tok nyara along , angah and nana . Kesian gile boleh tengok makk ? Rase mcm nak benti sekolah je kerje tolongg mak . Butt ? Hmm hentah laaaaa ! Kalau mak tak cukup duwed mak mesti gadai barangg dekat bank rakyat . Then tiap tiap bulan mak bayar bunge deaa , Ya ALLAH :'/ Kesian gile mak abah . Knape abah pergi cepat sangat abah ? Nana rindu nak peluk abah .

One more , i were wish you here when i need you abah :'[ All of us needd you anymore . You still a partner in my heart :'/ 16 march is most important dayy for me , But abah dah takde , kurang laa happy nantii :'[
Kenape laaaaa hidup aku serbe kekurangan . Ya Allahhhhhh :'/
Pape pongg nana doakan abah tenang dekat sane . Amin :'/

~~sha'ari bin abdul ghani :') ILOVEYOU !~~

p/s ; selagi dea ade dgn korang hargailahh dea , sebelom dea tingglkan korang , rasenye perit , pedih , sedih merane sume nyaa adee :'/ Sekarangg baru nana tahu how important they in mylife :'/
without they who i am ://

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